I am getting ready to start a new business deal with a good friend of mine. This is something we have talked about for years now. It finally seems to be coming true. Well I guess that really remains to be seen. It looks as if things are going forward as planned. I guess I just have to keep giving myself a way to not feel let down if something goes wrong. I have been in a lot of situations where I have let myself get excited about something only to be let down. I guess everyone has. I just feel like I want to try and minimize that feeling by preparing myself for the worst. No... I am just being negative. I know everything will work out fine. I am in a great place to start this business. My wife and I are very happy... we have a nice home... things are going great. This is the last piece of the puzzle. It will be hard work for sure. But the pay off will be worth it. I mean this is finally the job where all of my hard work WILL pay off. This is the job I have been training for. and this time it is for me.... well, and my partner. Duane and I have been friends for a few years. This is a dream he and I have had for almost as long as we have known each other. We are the guys who are always talking about how we could do this or we could do that. Well now we will see just what we can or can't do.